wransition

Somewhere in this transition I have lost my self-confidence,

 

 

Publicly speaking is more daunting than I remember in my wholeness,

 

 

Pieces of ourselves resemble what was, and peacing ourselves together means realizing who we are now,

 

 

My search for more work means a tireless pursuit of myself,

 

 

When do we stop to enjoy the flowers instead of chasing after green dollars,

 

 

No rest for the wicked, but how about the good,

 

 

Is there reverie for me,

 

 

Am I too lost to find it,

 

 

Sense in cents,

 

 

Discovering me.

 

 

Ameen.

 

 

Song: “Angel”, Sarah McLachlan

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17 thoughts on “wransition

  1. PINK PEARL XXX
    I FEEL U MY SWEET XX
    PLEASE BE HAPPY WITH WHAT U HAVE RIGHT NOW XXX
    YOU HAVE SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU KNOW XXX
    HOW DO I KNOW ?
    because i just do
    we are always realizing new things about ourselves
    there is always rest in the RIGHT NOW
    not in the worry or the future
    REST IN THE NOW
    XXX
    LOVE – PEACE – GRACE – ANGELS TO YOU XOXOXOXO
    C

    • Love your reminder of having so much more than I know, immeasurable beyond wallets, and resting in hearts that share with me now. I think part-time worries launches me back to my teenage years of destitution, a very uncomfortable feeling as I grasp on straws, and have a roommate to support as well. But you’re right, right now, everything is okay. I booked a vacation not knowing my income was so low, but I must trust in God that everything will work out. It always does.

      Especially when you remind me so. :D Hugsssss.. My Pink Angel :D .. :D

      Pink.

      • TRUST XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

        I AM NOT AN ANGEL MISS PINK XX JUST SOMEONE YOU CAN COUNT ON ALWAYS XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOX
        I JUST STARTING LISTENING TO THIS ARTIST :)
        REALLY beautifullllllllllllll sounds and rich with heart voice xx
        wishing you a beautifulllllllllllllllllll day xx

      • You’ve been sooo there for me… I’m so blessed, and can’t thank God enough for such feather light wings of worryfreeness from my heart. Really. You and countless others are truly the gifts of love to my heart. I was reading the summary of “Five People You Met When you Die” by Mitch Albom on Wikipedia. Totally inspiring http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Five_People_You_Meet_in_Heaven. How we’re all connected, no accidents. What a blessing our paths cross :D

        Pink.

        P.S. Thank you for the video dedications! So far I have been dancing to the Enigma video.. hahahah

    • Awww.. thank you… I’ve been so caught up in my financial worries, please forgive me for being missing in action. :D I’ll be better when my thinking is lighter, more self-loving… :D How are you!! Hugsssss

      Pink.

  2. a poetic and deep lovely post…reveries…discovering yourself through otherself relationships…self confidence is also confidence in human goodness…discovery of oneself requires some lost… transition is peaceful at least…be yourself, and it is almost all…as I feel

    • LOVE the statement of ‘discovery of oneself requires some lost’, absolutely a reverie for my soul, thank you ever so much in reminders of human goodness, to be confident in such. Your kindness is such reflections, mirrors of goodness. Thank you for being a revering reverie :D

      Pink.

  3. Just like this post, Pink. Do you know that one symptom of being a good writer, is being a wordsmith? Just like how you come up with this title, and w… others = ) I don’t think you have an idea of how blessed you are. . . you’re gifted!

    • Wooo.. a wordsmith! That sounds sooo cool! Like a blacksmith with writing! :D Actually, it’s thanks to the inspiration of writers such as yourself that I have more fully developed my craft. I have never been this fluid in writing before, I’m genuinely appreciative now. Thanks to kind hearts like yourself, who make it safe to express myself.

      Thank you ever soooo much.. :D

      Pink.

    • We definitely do. After a long day, weeks, months of tears, I know I have the crowds of you to gather around with your support to remind me I’m not alone. I just wish sometimes, this love would manifest in real life, these surroundings around me…

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