Processing my emotions through gym workouts means much relief with recent events,
Why is it that we can’t say how we truly feel and hide behind ultimatums disguised as choices,
And when I select the ‘wrong’ one, silence is my reply from the depths of a soul too hurt to speak,
Yes, I am human and being honest to a fault but was I to live a lie til the end of marriage,
Do not speak of truths that hold little value compared to the desires of the heart without my wishes,
I am at fault for appearing kinder than I am, and this is my nature of nurture that I fall back on,
At the same time, how many honesties did I reveal about myself which contradicted my words,
What subject of love provides greater remorse than melancholy in the heart when closed to men,
Friendships like your hearts open my darkness to piercing lights of kindness in betterment of myself, alhumdulillah
Ameen.
Song: “Broken”, Lifehouse, dedicated to my love life, not recent
MIA: I will miss you while I’m hosting guests Aug 20-26th 
i would love to find love again……….
Ameen!
Hi Pink,
I was absent for a while. How is your art calss going?
You will always be loved Very much pink! Don’t feel alone because you have our(including me ) love with yourself(^_^)/
Awww.. thank you! You would be soo proud as I totally sat down and sketched something by hand, in the park, a garden lily or something the other day.
You totally inspire me! No more art classes for now as I didn’t like the teacher that much, but I will definitely continue to pursue art! 
Pink.
I’m so happy you are continuing drawing❤ keep going and looking forward to see your works one day❤
Awww… thank youuuu
“What subject of love provides greater remorse than melancholy in the heart when closed to men,”
This is the line …….. that really gets me the most …………
“When Closed to Men ”
Love you xx
and you are saying a ton of important stuff here ………
I don’t really know how to respond ?
Honesty in it’s full bloom
can be painful – but at least it is honesty
yes ?
Love You Pink xo
Love you and your gravatar! Thank you for understanding me even when at times, I don’t understand myself.
It was good to get a lot of feelings out instead of penting it up inside which I usually do 
Hugssssss!!! Love that you’re taking some rest! 
Pink.
Ohhh Pink !!!!! You are here in the aft !!!!!!!!!
lol
i did some little shots this weekend …….
not a biggy – just was sick of looking at myself with my nerd glasses on – which i need but …….you know
as a girl it’s nice to have a bunch of looks
i started a 3 day fast today xx
just lemon and water – and my vitamins
xx
whatever right ?
I think we always know what is going on inside our true selves – we just need to let it percolate up ….. does that make sense ?
xxx
Love xoxoxo
C
Missed you sooo much and woweee, your fast sounds sooo amazing… I have missed your cheer soo much, and keep your kindness with me always.. hugsssss… my apologies for being MIA due to house guests and irregular schedules… oyyy!!
Honey xx Missed you too xx
i just got my computer back yesterday aft
they synched it and did a bunch of stuff i don’t even understand – at least now i can synch itunes to my ipad etc etc – it was a nice break for the brain though –
and it has been sooooooooooooooo nice here – pool every day – yep the little fast – was good too
MUCH LOVE HONEY
XXX
it’s 9 in the am on Saturday and you know you can feel the end of summer coming – ? so outside outside –
because – THE WEATHER DUDES – say ….lol
that’s it’s gonna be a cold Canadian winter ………Ughhhhhhhhhh
Hope you are well and happy and sending uber love xoxoxoxoxo
Missed you sooooo much and loved to hear that you were enjoying the sunshine! Myself as well! Getting settled into the groove with my new Japanese friend and her emotional recovery from her own divorce.. much prayers to her as she resides with me and we figure things out together… I worry yet hope too… hugss… you’re my support and kind friend.. hugssss
I just realized your posts aren’t showing up in my email inbox anymore. Looks like I’ve missed a couple. I’m going to unfollow you and then refollow you and see if that helps. I can’t miss out on the Pink and her kitties.
Awwwww…. thank youuuuu…
Each caption is a stand alone pearl. And together? Wow! Love it Pink!
Awwwwwww… woweee.. thank you sooo much! I figured it was actually a bunch of garble but I’m glad you can make sense of it.. hahaha
hugsssssss… I must catch up with blogs.. oy…!
Pink.
Big love to u both Pink ……………..
emotional recovery – key words right – and time – right ?
i think so xx
always here for you xx
always ……. i know it’s a raw topic and uber personal
but you have my email if u ever need an ear
xx
love xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxooxox
and always HOPE XXX
Awwww… hugssssss to youuuuuuu… you’re such an angel… I only wish I had more time to tell you soooo!!!
Always wise words Pink
Thank you!
Awww.. thank you! I got to use a Canon big shot camera the other day, but the photos didn’t turn out as lovely as yours! Wahhhh… I’m guessing the newer generation of cameras must be more advanced? It was quite finicky with lighting etc…
HAHAHA it’s not hard to take good pictures
I’m sure they were beautiful! Yes there are things on my camera I still don’t know much about hahaha! So sad lol