Pocketfuls

I am reminded that there are kind people out there,

 

 

I have forgotten my humanity, insulted myself,

 

 

How difficult I make my life, when lacking remembrance of Him,

 

 

Searching for truth amidst the lies I tell myself,

 

 

How much truth lays in our experiences, how distant is our reality,

 

 

Your loving hearts bring me into a better perspective of myself alhumdulillah,

 

 

For I see myself much less than what I pursue,

 

 

Knowing you is learning about me as well,

 

 

How beautiful you really are.

 

 

Masha’Allah. Tabarak’Allah. Alhumdulillah.

Ameen.

19 thoughts on “Pocketfuls

  1. How beautiful You are ……………
    So mellow here in this poem ………..:)
    u are loved Pink Pearl ………………………….
    warm and cozy poem
    just like You xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
    C

  2. Can I be the kitty at the bottom – the last one ….xx
    Sending You POCKETFULLLLLLLLS OF HAPPINESS …………
    “The boy ”
    me happy for you …..:)
    let it simmer and take it’s time ……and yes to Validation
    i believe that is a very important part of life
    In all respects
    It’s a universal thing
    i had to go through that about 2 years ago
    and You know what
    made me understand – whom i really am
    xo
    i love u !!!!!!!!!!
    and “THE BOY ”
    HAVE FUN :)
    i love this song xoxoxoxoxo

    • You’re so amazing, really you are. I guess my biggest concern is if there is enough physical chemistry to make it more than just friendship as well as in-person comfortability as he’s quiet and I’m awkward. But I guess time will tell? I’m worried it will be awkward silences, inappropriate disclosures via email that we come to regret, and that my original instinct was right, that he would make a MUCH better match with my friend in which case I shouldn’t have created memories with him… man… why is hindsight such an inconvenience. Above all, I’m concerned as I really do prefer to be single for a variety of reasons. I’m not great in relationships and I still have a lot to work on… sigh..

    • You’re so kind! Well, it beats being bullied, racism, and sexual harassment, so I definitely can’t complain :D But I will need to manage two or three jobs as this gig is part-time so like more than one part-time job is sooo challenging… I’m not sure what to do with this, volunteering, school work, a social life and so forth… oy…

      • Awww.. you’re soo sweet. and your prayers have helped me so much gain clarity as to my next straightforward and honest steps. I feel much better. thank youuuu :D

        It helps to be honest with our heart and others i think, in the most kind manner… thank you for believing in me.. frankly, now I understand why others say women can thrive on great friendships alone (without me). :D hugsssssss

        Pink.

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