Unexpected Yellows

Life brings you new awakenings that you couldn’t have realized before yourself.

 

 

We learn that worries do little and hope does much more.

 

 

To be present in the moment is a gift to ourselves.

 

 

Recently, I had the blessing of a new connectship, which I realize I may have hurt.

 

 

To see with your heart, and not with your eyes is a rare gift.

 

 

We develop skills on résumés, yet lose focus on refining our love.

 

 

When do we see each other as we really are, instead of who we hope us to be.

 

 

Building strength with fitness, my aggression does take leave.

 

 

Only to find new reasons to fuel my workouts again.

 

 

In seeking occupational pastures, I find myself amazed at doors that knew not I existed. Alhumdulillah.

 

 

How blessed am I that you are behind each one. Insha’Allah.

 

 

Ameen.

Song: “The A Team”, Ed Sheeran

Song: “Wide Awake”, Katy Perry, newly divorced, but newly alive too.

39 thoughts on “Unexpected Yellows

  1. Lovely! Say, Pink, how and when do you find these neat pictures of the kitties :-P Good job!

    Talking about job… Been thinking about you, wondering how you are doing in your new job. Hope everything is going well.

    Blessings from Ireland,
    Mirjam

    • Greetings! So wonderful to hear from you! Yes, somehow, Google and key words helps me to find these kittens. Not sure how I find them actually, that in itself is a miracle!

      Wowee, thank you sooo much for thinking of me!

      The job is definitely much better than my last three years :D Not perfect nor like without its politics and so forth, but WAY better than being bullied, sexually harassed or the target of racism. Heck, I think anything beats that. I’m still learning lots and trying to make a good impression. My latest thing is trying to learn to vent to the right people, or else be seen as a trouble maker. Oy.. This is tough… I have to learn to be more diplomatic.. But overall, I’m definitely excited. It becomes part-time and so hopefully I can gain training to be an instructor part-time with St. John’s Ambulance in First Aid, I hope! It’s expensive though, so we’ll see if I pass! :D

      I have been so behind in visiting everyone’s writings, forgive me for being so drained with lack fasting, and work hecticness (service jobs are sooooo draining by end of day). Hope you’re doing well! Great to see you on WordPress! :D

      Pink.

    • I have missed you soo much! I’ve been fasting, and exhausted from work (service jobs suck the life out of me and some days are satisfying and other days draining, but overall much better than my last job). And I have kept you in my prayers five times a day, so please know how much I do care, but have been so tired and depleted (plus volunteering after work and weekends visiting my petite social life). I know you are soooo much stronger than you realize. Just remember this always no matter how dark life gets at times. May the force be with you! (Yes, I’ve been watching Star Wars with a five year old today, the Empire Strikes Back). I love Yoda! Love you too! Keep up the hope! Before you know it, you will look back at these trials and realize how far you have come with God’s strength. It just seems like forever until then. Hugzzzzzz

      Pink.

  2. PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PINK PEARL :)
    happy shivers
    gorgeousness
    coming back with the golden hue of heaven = You

    i missed you …………
    i got back on Saturday
    from Ottawa
    and thought of you often in the days away

    May all your days be filled with Golden glories and new awakenings ……
    every tiny moment is a gift .
    Just like You are xx
    love always
    xx
    Cat
    always in music land …..:)
    close your eyes …and listen – :) xcoxoxoxoxohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzCTsZDQ7rM&feature=BFa&list=PL3A275D29AECABA62

    • CAAAATTT!!! Missed you like crazy! I’ve been remembering all your heartfelt sayings with me everyday, pursuing each day as a dream to be fulfilled, especially during times where I’m tired or weary. Your love is with me always, and I’m sooo thankful to have you in my life. How was Ottawa! I love that city in the summer! The clouds are dreamesque (like a dreamy picture) and amazing city of water, clear skies, and quieter lifestyle. Missed you sooo much!! I’m fasting and just been a bit tired when I get home after a long day of work and volunteering, but you’re in my heart!! You help me remember how to stay alive…

      Love the music! Love you!! You’re the wings of hope that reminds us to fly!! Hugsssssss!!!

      Pink.

      • I MISSED YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geesh so happy to see you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! are You Flying ? Are you happy ? are you smiling .,……. I hope so ….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
        i thought of you tons ……
        and we MUST get together ok ?
        we live in the same city – GEESH ………..
        at least email me – and we can talk on the phone or something or go for tea ?
        whatever You like !!!!!!!!!
        always here Pink Pearl ,……
        always xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxooxoxoxoox
        C

      • You’re sooo amazing! :D I’m in Calgary.. hahaha.. but I did live in Toronto but I keep myself anonymous… makes it easier to write for some reason… but you do have my love! You really do! I’m just more comforted by the cloak of anonymity… But I do love you sooo very much!! We can have virtual tea :D And it’s free! :D

        You have been so amazing.. really… helped me lift myself up from despair.. I can’t thank God enough for great supports like you… changed my life… :D

        Pink.

      • OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
        I so thought You were here ………..lololol
        WOW……….Calgary !!!!!!!!
        Virtual tea for sure Ok ? Please xx
        i so thought u were in toronto
        DUH CAT
        DUH….lol
        Blessings to You always …….
        and i am so grateful for our friendship
        It’s unconditional You know :) xo

      • Awwww…. thank you!!! I was born and raised in Toronto, so like, I’m totally there in spirit! Man.. I soooo miss sushi on bloor… miss it soooo much… Thank God for angels like youuuuuu

        Pink.

    • You’re in my friendship heart always! Thank you for commenting and visiting! A warm wish to you my friend, may all your days be bright! You’re in my prayers five times a day! Keep up the hope! Kindest thoughts to you for reminding me to be peaceful and calm, like Yoda!

      Pink.

    • Greetings Julia! I have been thinking about you! You remind me to keep my heart warm with love, and to forget sadness (although we do learn from this). Although I end up retiring in exhaustion from a long day of work, know that you’re in my thoughts and prayers often! Hugs to you, and I look forward to catching up on everyone’s writings!

      Most grateful for your friendship!

      Pink.

      • Awww……Pink, thank you so much. I’m glad I remind you, but YOU remind me! I struggle to find any parts of my heart that aren’t buried in scar tissue. But I know there are still some remaining. Your tenderness and wise words help calm and soothe me. I am also most grateful for our friendship! Take good care! xoxo Julia

      • Your bravery of soul is enlightenment for my heart. How blessed am I to know you. Really. A true light mayonnaise for my soul, buttering me up for better! :D

        Pink.

      • Pink, it’s 9:00 am this morning, and after a fitful night of little sleep, I finally arise, pour a coffee, and read you’re message . . . and smile. Thank you. xoxo Julia

    • Awww.. thank you!! The summer is quite busy, especially August, but I’m so happy to definitely find the bravery in me to write. Thank you for all the encouragement, it definitely helps me write!

      Pink.

    • Awwww… you’re so amazing.. really… I feel like I have known you for years, like your kindness has always been in the background… thank you sooo much for your kindness… you make the world of a difference…

    • You’re so amazing, thank you sooooo much for your support. I think I get lost in my emotions sometimes, and I definitely need to let it out instead of penting it up inside. It helps to gain clarity, in viewing it with both kittens and words. How soothing your words are, I greatly appreciate your heartfelt words. It truly makes a world of a difference. Thank you!

      Pink.

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